Author: Allison Needs Therapy.....

Where do I start?..... From the very beginning where I was born a major mistake? Or maybe I could start from my very privileged childhood? What if I start from the dream come true time of when I started having babies, which quickly turned into nightmarish scenarios starring me, a 3 year old, 2 year old, 1 year old, and infant, to be joined a few years later by a 5th baby? I mean, I guess I could start from the time that I started bleeding out my past, and making horrible decisions for my body who had always been the enemy anyway? Or, from the time that I really started deconstructing the years of religious indoctrination that had become a part of my very DNA? Maybe I should start from the time that I decided to start healing by getting much needed treatment and mental health support to deal with the traumas of the past? I Can't choose. I'll be jumping from place to place and time to time in this blog, and I hope it offers some light heartedness, and wisdom - but light heartedness for reals.